I hate this town.

This town was built to exploit peoples weaknesses. I am afraid to go out of the hotel room. First I blown a whopping 4 washingtons on a slot machine and now I cant trust myself around a starbucks. I must have over did it tonight because I woke up on the floor with a round coffee stain around my mouth and cheeks. I dont remember too much before that. I remember paying for a venti white chocolate mocha with whipped cream and thats where I must have blacked out. I am just glad I made it to the room. I hope to be stronger tomorrow. Wish me luck...