Denial

Not sure exactly how to deal with it. I know I am in it and others are also. When does it seem real? I find myself wanting to stay busy. I haven't slept very well and not sure if I will for a while. I find myself setting around starring off into space and I have that aching feeling in the pit of my gut just like when I first saw the World Trade Center Towers fall. It took about 6 months for it to leave that time and I hope the ache is over soon for the sake of the others involved. Pray, pray and pray some more. That is the only way through this trying time. Please everyone keep our family in your hearts and minds and pray for us all to make it through.